It's not easy when I miss you
Coz I never know if you're missing me back
It's not easy when I tell my friends I do
Because they'll ask 'Doesn't he sms or call?'
and I have to say no.
All those little cryptic personal messages
I can't help thinking they're about me, for me
But then, what if they aren't?
Maybe you do love me
But if you did
Why haven't you told me?
Maybe you cared
But why wasn't I informed?
There were signs........
But what if I was wrong?
I used to tell myself
That I would be happy, even if we were just friends
Well...
I'm not so sure anymore
But its those things....
Like forgetting my birthday
Ending sms conversations abruptly
All the little things
You did
And didn't do
It makes me wonder...
Do you even care?
Or does it seem like I'm the only one trying?
It hits me so hard.....
I cry...
Coz I never know if you're missing me back
It's not easy when I tell my friends I do
Because they'll ask 'Doesn't he sms or call?'
and I have to say no.
People ask me if I'm with you And I tell them 'I dunno'
Even if I so badly want to tell them 'yes'
Even if I so badly want to tell them 'yes'
All the little things you do for me
And think I never realised,
because I'm not good with words
And think I never realised,
because I'm not good with words
All those little cryptic personal messages
I can't help thinking they're about me, for me
But then, what if they aren't?
It's all the things that you do
And the things you never did
And the things you never did
Its hard not knowing if you cared...
Not knowing if it was worth waiting
What if you kept me waiting forever?
Not knowing if it was worth waiting
What if you kept me waiting forever?
Maybe you do love me
But if you did
Why haven't you told me?
Maybe you cared
But why wasn't I informed?
There were signs........
But what if I was wrong?
You can't expect me to ask again
Once is enough
Once is enough
Recently I sat in a cinema
Watching the couple in front embrace
Wishing you were there
But I guess, you wouldn't have done anything anyway
Watching the couple in front embrace
Wishing you were there
But I guess, you wouldn't have done anything anyway
I used to tell myself
That I would be happy, even if we were just friends
Well...
I'm not so sure anymore
That day when I said I hated you
I did
I hated you for keeping me waiting
But come to think of it
Maybe I just hated myself
For being a dumb ass
I did
I hated you for keeping me waiting
But come to think of it
Maybe I just hated myself
For being a dumb ass
I tried not talking to you Just to see
If you would do something about it
I ended up starting the conversation anyway
If you would do something about it
I ended up starting the conversation anyway
But its those things....
Like forgetting my birthday
Ending sms conversations abruptly
All the little things
You did
And didn't do
It makes me wonder...
Do you even care?
Or does it seem like I'm the only one trying?
If you wanted me, you should let me know
If you don't, you'd better let me know
If you don't, you'd better let me know
You tell me I work too hard
But did you know? I was trying to get you out of my head
It actually doesn't work
Coz everytime I lay down to rest
But did you know? I was trying to get you out of my head
It actually doesn't work
Coz everytime I lay down to rest
It hits me so hard.....
I cry...
Behind the humor, I'm sad
Sad because I don't know
I don't who why I've been waiting so long
Not really knowing what I was waiting for
Sad because I don't know
I don't who why I've been waiting so long
Not really knowing what I was waiting for
I write this stupid thing that you might never read. But if you do I hope you realise that there is this void that has been reserved, and I can't seem to fill it up with anything else, no matter what I do. There's all this confusion in me, not knowing if you felt the same... And I can't seem to channel it anywhere else.
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