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Congratulations, and celebrations... *sings* Oh joy, no more exams! The weight of the past month has all but lifted completely. Still, no worries. No, thats not right, a worry-free life has its way of avoiding myself. So, the right term would be... Less worries. Haha

Alright, enough with the intro, here are the stories.

Last Exam Day (for me)

Taking the Art paper was definitely a pleasant surprise. Minus, of course, that I was the only non-Chinese speaker in that particular community. Talking was not forbidden, and the teacher just left us at our own accord. The practical part was not so surprising. I mean, how can one completely replicate someones drawing in 3 hours? Impossible, believe me.

Theory however, was strangely relaxing. They even waited for me before starting the paper, and I waltzed in, panting, 15 minutes late; naturally, fashionably, late. And was greeted by a handsome sight. Philip was attempting a catwalk on the table and nearly severed his head with the fan. But when it did start, the teacher came in with a student, went into the store room, came out and said 'Nanti kutip kertas dan letak sini *pats table* yea?' Then, she left.

At once the babble on the other table began. At mine, Ting En started.

'Eh, that one boy or girl ah?' She was referring to the student with the teacher.
And the debate between our table spread to include the next.

The talking never ceased after that, and yet nobody cheated. We are such good students. Those who finished, and couldn't bother checking just sat and chatted as usual. Philip, again, on the other hand, started singing, reeling off Disney songs and rending A Whole New World unrecognisable. Then came the Mandaring singing, which I laughed through anyway because he was doing Chinese opera, and was attempting voices of both genders. Quite amusing, really.



Black Eyed Peas Concert

Its today. Probably going on at this minute. Vi-Jean left early Friday, so she wasn't at school. Amirah left late Friday, and so she was at school. And later, an sms came from her.

Mira : Hey, you didn't tell me u were going to the bep concert
Muah : Huh? But I'm not going, unless you care to pay for me XD
Mira : Funny, vijean told me she saw u there.
Muah : Okay... i must have been spiritually present then. haha!
Mira : Oh muh bad. So see you there
Muah : I'm not going!
Mira : Alright, so I'll see you u soon then.
Muah : IM NOT GOING!
Mira : Oops, sorry!

And Huey Shan got free tickets. Screw it...



Parasites Are In Our Clothing!

Wash Bras and other clothing before use!

Most people do but this is just a warning for those that don't.....
Read the account first, then brace yourselves before looking at the
pics.............

WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT PARASITES ARE IN OUR CLOTHING
WHEN WE BUY THEM.

Wash your bra's before you wear them!!! Please make it a habit from this point forward to wash your just-purchased Undergarments before wearing them. This is sensitive.
After anthropologist Susan McKinley came back home from an expedition in
South America, she noticed a very strange rash on her left breast.
Nobody knew what it was and she quickly dismissed it believing that they would leave in time.

Upon her return she decided to see a doctor after she started developing intense pains. The doctor, not knowing the exact severity of the disease, gave her antibiotics and special creams. As time lapsed the pain did not subside and her left breast became more inflamed and started to bleed.

She decided to bandage her sores. However as Susan's pain grew more
intense she decided to seek help from a more certified doctor.
Dr. Lynch could not diagnose the infection and told Susan to seek the
aid of one of his colleagues who specializes in dermatology.

Unfortunately, the doctor was on vacation. She waited for two weeks and
finally was able to reach the dermatologist. Sadly, a life changing event was about to unfold during her appointment.

To Miss McKinley's surprise, after she removed the bandages, they found
larvae growing and squirming within the pores and sores of her breast.
Sometimes these wicked creatures would all together simultaneously move
around into different crevices. What she didn't know was that the holes were in fact, deeper than she had originally thought, for these larvae were feeding off the fat,
tissue, and even milk canals of her breast.


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If you insist, I'm warning you. Seriously.













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Relief

I am unhappy. But you know what does make me feel better? A look at all my Key Leader grams. They are a reminder of what I love to do, and simply because they make me feel good. For those of you who keep those little colour papers of joy, kudos man. But for some who just couldn't be bothered, too bad. I mean, even Andy hasn't thrown away his, and its no secret that he didn't really like the camp much. The sexylicious took away his favourite, albeit one and only, sister. ;)

Yeah, so I'll read them again, they bring me relief. And I'll go read the Bible again, thats even better. Although the Old Testament is rather depressing, but you gotta start somewhere... Now where have I heard this before? .... Oh. Nick. Right. heh

There is joy in giving.

Haha so random, but its true! And I can't seem to describe it with anything else.

Birthdays and Dreams

Totally can't believe I managed to stay away for so long. My baby blog awaits food! - in the form of posts.

Alright, my sleeves are rolled up and I'm half awake. First things first.

Happy Belated Birthday Eric / Hiro Nakamura!

Happy Belated Birthday Kenalicious! I've yet to shop for your lingerie... =P

There, I hope thats it. After this I have to look forward to Pui Ying's birthday, Audrey's birthday and Nick's birthday. Though Nick will probably party out with his friends on that day. I will have tons of wishes to fulfil. And I solemnly swear to finally ice skate by this year. Somebody remind Aimee and Charlotte that they have a job to do XD.

On a deeper note, I've been dreaming again. Fortunately, its not the recurrence of the sad, violent once I used to have. Some are just plain weird, and don't make sense at all. But some just stand out against the rest. I think, and I hate to think this way, but maybe I'm worrying about something(s) unconsciously. Bella from the Twilight series dreams and solves her problems there. Why in the world am I so linked to that? I feel odd, a blue rose amongst the red.

Is there anybody like me out there?

Relapse

So yeah, I went back to Taiping for a surprise visit. No big. They got a dalmation named Fiti and she's gorgeous. Wish I could have snapped a picture.

I started reading at 7.00pm today. I just finished. It was supposed to be a distraction, and at first it was - was immensely satisfying. But as it drew closer to the close, I had to concentrate on not throwing up.

I know its terrible for my life to hang imbalanced, as it is, on the pointed end of the blade. I was going to have to fall soon, whichever way, I don't know. No doubt it was a good story, but it didn't have a happy ending. Well, not happy for me.

I hate the way Mrs Meyers lines keep leaping out at me, throwing everything into sharp significance. It didn't help. The cotton candy in my brain was melting, and I need something to replace that. Fast.

There was something faintly disturbing in the plot, but I haven't quite caught on yet. Maybe my brain was turning into mush on me. Or maybe I just didnt want to know. OK, I'm scaring me. Haha

*sigh*. Eclipse was not as comforting as I'd hoped. In a way, it was more disturbing than New Moon. Jeez, now I feel unsatisfied and edgy. Ew.



"But my kind... We're easily distracted."

For those in the know, you could just laugh.


And I am truly sorry any of you had to bear this. Truly sorry.

Versatility & Prayers

There are some timeless songs that will always inspire us, no matter how long ago we've heard it, nor how many times. They range from making you cry of sadness, to smiling with confidence. I find that they are also very versatile, and can be interpreted differently each time you listen, depending on the situation and of course, the listener. It could be going in and out of love, dreams that you have or had, the difficulties you've faced or simply to feel good about yourself. But the most facinating of all, is that I find they can also be used for personal worship. Yea, sounds strange doesn't it? But it works, to me at least.

May you trust God that you are
exactly where you are meant to be.

May you not forget the infinite possibilities
that are born of faith.

May you use those gifts that you have received,
and pass on the love that has been given to you.

May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul
the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.

Because it is there
for each and every one of us.

Thanks Keith! This prayer goes back to you by the way, just not through e-mail.

I am a mountain
I am a tall tree
I am a swift wind
Sweeping the country
I am a river
Down in the valley
I am a vision
And I can see clearly
If anybody asks u who I am
Just stand up tall look them in the face and say

I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the worlds greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my backs against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the worlds greatest

I am a giant
I am an eagle
I am a lion
Down in the jungle
I am a marching band
I am the people
I am a helping hand
And I am a hero
If anybody asks u who I am
Just stand up tall look them in the face and say

I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the worlds greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my backs against the ropes
I can feel it
I'm the worlds greatest

In the ring of life I'll reign love
And the world will notice a king
When all is darkest, I'll shine a light
And use a success you'll find in me

I saw the light
At the end of a tunnel
Believe in the pot of gold
At the end of the rainbow
And faith was right there
To pull me through, yeah
Used to be locked doors
Now I can just walk on through
It's the greatest
I'm that star up in the sky

World's Greatest, R. Kelly

There's a hero If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Hero, Mariah Carey

I have often dreamed, of a far off place
Where a heros welcome, would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face
And a voice keeps saying, this is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday, I can go the distance
I will find my way, if I can be strong
I know every mile, will be worth my while
When I go the distance, Ill be right where I belong

Down an unknown road, to embrace my fate
Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you
And a thousand years, would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime, but somehow I'll see it through

And I wont look back, I can go the distance
And Ill stay on track, no, I wont accept defeat
Its an uphill slope, but I wont lose hope
Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star, I will go the distance
I will search the world, I will face its harms
I dont care how far, I can go the distance
Till I find my heros welcome, waiting in your arms

Go The Distance, Michael Bolton

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray to the Lord my soul to keep
And if I die before I awake
I pray to the Lord my soul to take

Good night.

Tagged By Pui Ying

Photo tag. My first. But Pui Ying, damn susah la! Ish, this proves how much I love you -__-


1. The most recent photo of you.



When was this taken?
` The day of the tourism quiz, can't remember when. Pretty long ago though... haha

Who took it?
` Look and see.

Where was it taken?
` Unisex Shell toilet in Jinjang XD.


2. A picture of you making peace sign.


Is this picture in colour?
`Totally. It has an oh-so-surreal effect too.

Are your nails painted in the picture?
` I haven't painted my nails since I was eight and playing with my moms nail polish XD


3. A picture with your friend


Who were you with?
`Sheena Liam, at BRATs. We aren't really close, but hey, still a friend. Be honoured Sheena, be very honoured. haha!


4. A picture of you in a weird/random place.


Where were you?
` Chemistry lab, school. Well of all places to take a picture, I find the Chemistry lab a peculiar place. Btw, its not that dark really, my camera flash just sucks. And so does my hair, come to think of it.

Who took the picture?
` Well, either Ben, Ngee Ming, or Ying Si... Can't remember which =/


5. A picture of you in black and white.
DONT HAVE! mwahahahaha. And I'm lazy to edit. Boo

Did you edit this picture to black and white or did you take it like that?
' Refer to above.

Do you like black and white or color pictures better?
` Both. Sometimes black and white can convey the feeling and depth of the picture better than colours.

6. A picture of your hair up or spike up

Do you like your hair up?
` Both ways is okie dokie with me. But usually down when I go out, to make up for all the 'up' time my hair has done in school. Gosh, it sounds like jail doesn't it? =X

Is it in a ponytail, pigtails, etc.?
` Ponytail. But I sort of have a thing for French braids now, and I find that I can tie them in record time on myself. No comb needed ;)


7. Your weird face.


Is your face more funny or just straight up scary?
` Funny. I laughed so hard looking through that crazy camwhore moment, my maid looked at me like I was losing my mind. Maybe I have, haha!

8. A picture of you wearing black.

Added this for variety, since I'll be gone for a while after this. Specially for Amirah and Vi-Jean, if they ever come across this. So they can shout 'PORN!' all over again -_-. I actually had a better picture at the real event, but I LOST IT. dangdangdang *kicks self below the belt*

9. A picture of you wearing red.

At Shangri-La, Penang. Adore the washroom design! I so want to plan a triple family trip there this holiday with Amirah and Vi-Jean's family. But I know my dad will make it difficult. *sigh*

10. A picture of you wearing green.

Har Har, very funny. As if I don't wear green on every school day. Geez... Oh these are the Aussies who dropped by for a day. I don't get the obsession. Period. *sigh* jakoons.

11. A picture of you with your halloween costume.

This was taken early last year I think, I'm not sure. We look pretty young =/. So yeah, this is my Halloween costume. I can be scary when I want to you know! Oh c'mon, don't laugh man... I might not fight anymore, but that doesn't mean I can't! Well, OK, not really. gaaaah.

I just realised, my cousin isn't in. Aww... Haha, my perfect and sexy cousin. Sorry, haha, inside joke.

12. A picture of you with your mouth open.

Why is your mouth open?
` We were camwhoring! What other confirmation is needed?? haha

My Old Cousin

It was so hilarious, I just had to blog it out.

So here I was, innocently chatting, when the doorbell sung. Naturally, Andy answered the door, and I heard conversation. But the other voice besides my brothers was not my dad, so I was curious. A little peek round the corner, and I just had to step up to the door frame.

He stared at me, and I stared back.

I broke the silence.

'What are you doing here?' the index of my finger pointing with shameless incredulity.
He smiled, something he rarely did in my presence, while fumbling with his phone. I repeated the question.

'I was looking for your dad.'

And I laughed my ass off. Out loud - at my 30 year-old cousin.

I was still laughing as he made his way down the stairs and into his Waja.

I'm Back

So the exams are 'over'. Time to take a brief break before diving into more books for the objective papers after Raya. These two weeks have been hellish, people around me were breaking down because they expected too much of themselves. Or maybe, like me, they just need the grades to get out of whatever hole they're living in.

It baffles me how some people can cry during the papers. Don't get me wrong, I'm not getting a mean streak or anything, but there's so little time, and so much to do. The least possible best thing to do would be to try to understand nonsensical words with opaque vision and emotional distress.

And after, I'm so effing tired, I can't cry. If I go to Gamma next year, I'll jump of the fourth floor of the school building. So NOT after all the effing effort I put into this exam. Or maybe I do deserve to be punished for not studying hard enough, heck.

On the other hand, the Raya holidays are here!

Scream HALLELUJAH! =D

Come join me in my exhausted ecstasy. Everybody's welcome. hahaha

You like? I like. But this is in the 'rejected' pile. Eh Keith? =P

You're still my friend. Always.

Black Friday

I.am.angry.

And when I say it, I mean it...

I'm very, very upset.



I cry when I get really pissed, not because I'm sad.

I'm leaving.

I want to retire...

3 Steps To Recognise A Stroke

Remember the "3" steps, STR . Read and Learn!

Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of
awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim may suffer severebrain damage when
people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke.

Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions:

S * Ask the individual to SMILE.
T * Ask the person to TALK and SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE(Coherently) ( I.e. It is sunny
   out today)
R * Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS.

NOTE: Another 'sign' of a stroke is this: Ask the person to 'stick' out his tongue.
If the tongue is 'crooked', if it goes to one side or the other, that is also an
indication of a stroke.If he or she has trouble with ANY ONE of these tasks, call 999
immediately
and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher.

Aileenicious says : From 1st October 2007, 999 is the new nationwide emergency
hotline for everything. Just in case you didn't know. Its under the slogan 'Satu
Negara, Satu Nombor'.

BM Rock My World

It has got to be one of the highlights of my life which is tagged with 'Exams'.

Halfway through KOMSAS question : *stretches*, locates ache in neck, bends head upwards, *crack*. Ouch.
Take that, times four. And do that through a two and a half hour basis without leaving your seat.

Same thing, different version : Turns to look at Ying Si on my left, *crack*. wth?

Novel : Anda dikehendaki menjawab kesemua soalan (a, and b). Its OK, I have time, the exam finishes at 1.50pm. Now its 1.00pm and I'm nearly finishing up the (a) part. No worries.

'Sekarang tinggal lima minit lagi, sila semak semua jawapan dan nama kamu.' It was 1.05pm.
In head, 'What the fish? Apa itu ikan?'
I look up and what do I see? Exam till 1.10pm, staring at me. How can they change without notifying us? Apa itu ikan man...

Best part : I totaly halt my answering of section a, flip the page, and start listing down the pengajaran in POINT FORM. As such...

1. Kita haruslah...
2. Kita hendaklah...
3. Kita patut...
4.
5.
6.

Then I flip back to section a, and finish of the last sentence. Then...

Teacher stole my paper by force. -_-"

Kertas ujian BM telah merosakkan mood saya. Ekoran itu, saya telah mengalami gangguan emosi lalu terpaksa mengatasinya dengan mengacau Amirah yang juga sedang kebingungan. Akibatnya, dia juga panik.

Sekian, saya yang menjalankan tugas.

Under Construction

OK I'm formatting my blog so things might get a little crazy here before its actually fit for viewing. Recently tried the new templates and as witnessed, I'm no better at it than with HTML codes.

On the plus side, I can sort of Photoshop now, so thats a bonus.

On the minus side, I'd rather not talk about it but...

"THATS IT?!" Just a thought...